I had a job interview yesterday for a graphic design position at a company that distributes goods and services mainly for electrical, industrial, and safety industries. It was setup by a temp agency and that’s what I’d be. A temp. Plus, the lady that was interviewing me seemed to have the impression that I’m over-qualified for the job, hopefully I mentioned that I’m very interested in the position enough times. I would like the job I think, and $13.50/hr + benefits is a lot more than I’m making right now… something is better than nothing!
I hate feeling like I don’t fit in. I’m not talking about trying to win a popularity contest, just a sense of belonging somewhere. Maybe I’m being a bit overly dramatic. Not having a job so far this year has been weird. I’m used to being a part of something whether I despise it or not. I’m also used to having some friends to hang out with. I have my boyfriend but I think he gets tired of me sometimes.
I also can’t seem to lose weight. I watch what I eat, I try to work out pretty regularly and then I end up slipping up on a meal or two and everything goes to hell. I look in the mirror and I see flabby thighs and a jiggly belly. And the Wii Fit tells me I’m overweight, the bastard! I’ve never been skinny but I’ve been thinner (and fatter too, for that matter). I’m going to a friend’s wedding at the beginning of June and want to be able to wear a dress that I have currently but it would look a lot better if I could drop 10-15 lbs. 45 days until the date.
